A Lazing Day

Thursday!

Cant figure out why when you stay home, time seems to fly super fast. When I work, I could feel the min and seconds of the days.

My mood didnt really improve slightly. I can still feel the yesterday's frustration down my throat. There was a minor hiccup last night. My dh, my mum and I were watching TV programme together at about 10.30pm. I suddenly thought of going for KTV session one of these days. Then I ask my mum if she can take care of the girls for 2-3 hrs while we go at night. She raised the comment, aiyah, your dd so sticky and refused anybody! I was so upset, so I told her off. Yah you always say that just because you dont have the confidence to look after or pacify her. I dont understand why she can comment on that when she knew that since day one DD No.1 has been under my full care since she was 2years. Naturally she shld stick closely to me as Im her mummy right? If she doesnt then I am the problematic mum. You only love your grandsons not your granddaughters, I commented. She was beri mad at me. There was a complete silence then. Dh broke into commotion that his DVD couldnt play in English. There wasnt any other comment with that. My mum went into her own room. I was really hurt. Why is it that she doesnt bother about what I think. She only cares about my brother and his sons. SIgh! These few days are really gloomy!

This morning, 妹妹 came into the studyroom while I was busy clearing emails. She is really a curisito! She grabs everything she can! She loves the box of magazines; she pulls the mini box down and sees the magazines fall. She was amused by that sight. She smiles at me when I shouted, NO! NO! meimei. They are really in the curious stage. 姐姐's development milestones is really faint in my mind. I really pray that nothing happens to this blog because we are really blessed to have such improved technology for that. Hmm, then I can keep on posting all 喜,怒,哀,乐 of my life.

姐姐 comes back from home and guess what she finishes her milk and I told her to read her own books while I do some blog postings and she really did. Oh! She cant stand the boredom liao and she needs my accompany now.