Dh quite sweet though!

Maybe its the past rainy days that drains my blue feelings about the happenings. Well by nature I'm really an emotional creature and most of the times get too carried away. With this blog, more emotions is gonna overwhelm my blog readers.

There is one lady whom I know through blog which i think is so so true. She mentioned that time will pass and our kids and family will appreciate the memories through our trueful blog.

Who cares if someone is reading, I thought. Anyway this is an argument that pple can be fighting their breathe about but truely, who cares?? We have been living in this society and this world with too many cares. Cares about who is doing wat, cares abt who is feeling whatever! Sigh.... Another Nag thread!

Yah the main subject is about DH rite? He knew that my temperaments were exactly like the past days weather. About 3pm when Amanda is home, he sms me if I want to go Jalan jalan. At the back of my mind, I feel the sweet subtlness of his caring intentions. I immediately changed and left with Amanda. Gave the excuse of paying my bills to run out of the sight of my mother. Amelia is sleeping and I quickly took chance to leave.

Dh came and drove us to Jurong point. Had crave for Coffee bean's Ultimate and decided to buy one for takeaway. Amanda couldn't rest; she wanted cake and at the end; I gave in bcos I remembered that she hasn't taken her tea break milk. At the end, spend about $10.00 on UN-nutritional stuff. Sigh.

Window shopping is quite purposeless though. Went into Kiddypalace and Amanda saw a pair of "Heellity" shoes. My god, this girl has really grown up. She plead me into buying it and at the end of the day, I paid $19.90 for it which initially the cashier charges me $24.90. I insisted that it was $19.90 and after the cashier checked and scanned the tag; I landed bringing the wrong size home. God! Amanda wanted Size 28 and the lady gave me 39. Guess that size is even bigger than my feet. Sigh! Got to go change it tomorrow again then.

I really cant really accept that Amanda is a big girl now and really like a big girl thing! Remember when I was younger, I also wanted vain things like carrying bags and having the clog clog shoe. Pray that she wont miss her step with this pair of cloggie! Sometimes when they are younger, you wish they can grow up and run faster than you. Now that she is older you hope that she can a little baby under your control!

A Lazing Day

Thursday!

Cant figure out why when you stay home, time seems to fly super fast. When I work, I could feel the min and seconds of the days.

My mood didnt really improve slightly. I can still feel the yesterday's frustration down my throat. There was a minor hiccup last night. My dh, my mum and I were watching TV programme together at about 10.30pm. I suddenly thought of going for KTV session one of these days. Then I ask my mum if she can take care of the girls for 2-3 hrs while we go at night. She raised the comment, aiyah, your dd so sticky and refused anybody! I was so upset, so I told her off. Yah you always say that just because you dont have the confidence to look after or pacify her. I dont understand why she can comment on that when she knew that since day one DD No.1 has been under my full care since she was 2years. Naturally she shld stick closely to me as Im her mummy right? If she doesnt then I am the problematic mum. You only love your grandsons not your granddaughters, I commented. She was beri mad at me. There was a complete silence then. Dh broke into commotion that his DVD couldnt play in English. There wasnt any other comment with that. My mum went into her own room. I was really hurt. Why is it that she doesnt bother about what I think. She only cares about my brother and his sons. SIgh! These few days are really gloomy!

This morning, 妹妹 came into the studyroom while I was busy clearing emails. She is really a curisito! She grabs everything she can! She loves the box of magazines; she pulls the mini box down and sees the magazines fall. She was amused by that sight. She smiles at me when I shouted, NO! NO! meimei. They are really in the curious stage. 姐姐's development milestones is really faint in my mind. I really pray that nothing happens to this blog because we are really blessed to have such improved technology for that. Hmm, then I can keep on posting all 喜,怒,哀,乐 of my life.

姐姐 comes back from home and guess what she finishes her milk and I told her to read her own books while I do some blog postings and she really did. Oh! She cant stand the boredom liao and she needs my accompany now.