Amelia's little hands are growing big

This morning as I held her hands tightly to mine. I realized that it was never the same anymore! They are no longer little and fleshy. The fingers are longer n thinner now.

Time has really caught up with mi! I can't deny the fact that my gals are all growing up! Including my lil Amelia used to have weak n tiny palms now having less grip and tightness while I tried to squeeze her hands tight like how she used to do it similarly to mine. The more I thought into it, the more I felt emotional. It's more like the stirring turmoils within about not having enough happy memories to remember the things that we have been through as a mother thick and thin!

Have I did enough as a mum?? Have we not much notations or memories of how much my lil Amelia gone through in terms of checks and testings???

New Template

2011 almost come to an end soon!

A new template to keep my blog going.

Resolved my password to log into my blog and this is the new password to start my each day's rumblings.

Been telling Amanda to write diaries and this is another chapter to start updating all my daily notations.

All starts today again 08 Nov 2011....

One of the days when she attend class for right brain lessons at little neuro tree

Amelia So cute at 10 months

Amelia is excited with food at 13 mths

She can swallow a strawberry!

The past development of Amelia

Nine months. She was able to feed herself and stand with support


Having fun in the box at 8 monthsAble to feed herself at 9 months

Amelia could sit real straight at 17 mths

Amelia Starting to lose her ability to sit at 2 years

Trying to upload all the past photos on Amelia for a hopeful reason

Decided to update blog...

What I uploaded is how she was before now, 4yrs 5 mths..

Amelia did not recover overnight! No! She didnt!
The updating posts of photos and videos are keepsakes of how active & well developed she was!

The more I update, the more upset & sorrowful I felt!

Think God knows the answer to all the happenings to Amelia!

There goes our Japan trip

Initially we supposed to go tokyo for a short break and the tragedy happened 3 days before our take off on 15 March 2011.



Really thank God that it didnt happen when we were there.

God is watching and He really does!

Amelia at 13mths

11 March 2011

What a tragedy day to mark and remember!

Japan the day of tsunami and earth quake...

Torn down, swept out many homes and many hearts and many lives!

God, help them !

My girls are growing fast

You really can't imagine that time really running fast and the clock is going tick tock tick tock.

Amanda is 8 this year and Amelia will be 5 this year..

Both growing tall and big... should take their weight and height the next time I would go to the hospital.

Havent taken a photo for a long long time of the two girls in bed..

Think we have to appreciate their presence and their attachment before Amanda grows up and not need me anymore.

My new year of 2011

Hello 2011!!!!

Welcome to the new year!
Glory to God for this new year!

Since this is a new year and I have been missing the entire year in 2010..

I have decided to make a comeback and record my family memories once again.
I really do not know if I can ever keep a record if blogger decided to fail on us one day!

I thought of starting a new blogspot for each of the girls... but there will be much more work to keep 3 blog address than just one right??

Sometimes think big and at the end, fail to even keep to one!!

Boring blog site... guess nobody will read it except myself!

I will try to update it daily.. I would! I would!

Photos from Christmas & New year eve party

New Year Eve at Pat's home

Christmas Eve Party at my home

My cute Hubby??

Sad sad sad! So busy meh? Why isnt any kind souls bother to take photos for our family?

Move on~ Move on!

Woke up morning and prepared lunch for the family in a Sunday morning.

Had been missing church for almost 2 weeks.

The devil been bugging me to give up going church cos I have been quarreling and having cold shoulders with my mum since the I was really upset with my mum and I have been a terrible testimony at home and I really felt lousy.

Nam asked Amanda to check me out if I still want to go church.

I rejected his offer to drive us cos deep within I dont feel like going.

Less than ten mins later, I decided to go.

God has a reason for days that seem so down and out!

Got a new maid on 13 September!

Keep my fingers crossed!

So called nursing graduate!

Sigh! Didnt make it!

No point blogging about my maids!

Just felt sad what happened to Su, my previous maid and I sighed badly that I wont be able to find anyone that I could entrust Amelia anymore...

Went ahead to make the decision to change a 2nd one for this year...

Pray steadfastly that this one would be a better one.

Helper not returning home!!

Recived a sms from my helper from Indonesia that she cant return cos her family and hubby dont allow.

That was it!

At first I thoought that my family and routine and everything else will be in a total mess and loss!


Think this is truly, madly what it comes to my mind~!!

First thing, I ask God; Did you allow this to happen???

Maid decides not to return!

Got a sms from my helper that her family and new;y wed husband that they dont allow her to return for work in Singapore.

Utter rubbish! My sms to her was terribly harsh and wanted her to give a verbal explanation. We were in Genting without any help. We really din expect that we are able to make it through.

First thing it comes to my mind: God why did you allow it to happen???



This was it!!
This was truly, madly and deeply what I was thinking about!!

Survived One week wo maid. Whew!

This is right boy!
I'm ok, Im alright. Wendy wendy fight fight fight.
Sounds beri chinah but this is right!
I have set my routine since 23rd July and I have pulled through one week and I still find time to blog at this time.

Really tired! But happy that at least I felt that Im closer with the kids really hands on. Need to go catch some time off to cut my hair and little time on my own. It is a matter of balancing, I tink!




There's always rainbow after the rain.

Really tired. Got to catch some time to read a magazine and prayers.