Move on~ Move on!

Woke up morning and prepared lunch for the family in a Sunday morning.

Had been missing church for almost 2 weeks.

The devil been bugging me to give up going church cos I have been quarreling and having cold shoulders with my mum since the I was really upset with my mum and I have been a terrible testimony at home and I really felt lousy.

Nam asked Amanda to check me out if I still want to go church.

I rejected his offer to drive us cos deep within I dont feel like going.

Less than ten mins later, I decided to go.

God has a reason for days that seem so down and out!

Got a new maid on 13 September!

Keep my fingers crossed!

So called nursing graduate!

Sigh! Didnt make it!

No point blogging about my maids!

Just felt sad what happened to Su, my previous maid and I sighed badly that I wont be able to find anyone that I could entrust Amelia anymore...

Went ahead to make the decision to change a 2nd one for this year...

Pray steadfastly that this one would be a better one.

Helper not returning home!!

Recived a sms from my helper from Indonesia that she cant return cos her family and hubby dont allow.

That was it!

At first I thoought that my family and routine and everything else will be in a total mess and loss!


Think this is truly, madly what it comes to my mind~!!

First thing, I ask God; Did you allow this to happen???

Maid decides not to return!

Got a sms from my helper that her family and new;y wed husband that they dont allow her to return for work in Singapore.

Utter rubbish! My sms to her was terribly harsh and wanted her to give a verbal explanation. We were in Genting without any help. We really din expect that we are able to make it through.

First thing it comes to my mind: God why did you allow it to happen???



This was it!!
This was truly, madly and deeply what I was thinking about!!

Survived One week wo maid. Whew!

This is right boy!
I'm ok, Im alright. Wendy wendy fight fight fight.
Sounds beri chinah but this is right!
I have set my routine since 23rd July and I have pulled through one week and I still find time to blog at this time.

Really tired! But happy that at least I felt that Im closer with the kids really hands on. Need to go catch some time off to cut my hair and little time on my own. It is a matter of balancing, I tink!




There's always rainbow after the rain.

Really tired. Got to catch some time to read a magazine and prayers.

My maid left for home leave

Alas! God has been really good to me.

I have managed to keep my maid for two whole years and she wants to return to get married. I kept my fingers crossed til the day she returns after one month after her home leave. I just pray that if this is God's will that she will return then let it be that man!

But I shall survive and I know that I can survive this ordeal with God's strength. I will survive, I will survive. THIS my Life! Sigh!

We sent her to the airport at 9plus am. Didnt expect Amanda to be so whimply about this and she whine badly. We promised a Mcdonald breakfast and a ice cream cone for trade off, and she stopped after we left the airport. Kids are kids. Hahaha.

Indeed she forgot all about Su after we left the airport and up the plane. There she and her dramatic acts. This is my daughter, Amanda.

I reached home with the girls and my head is a little heavy thinking how I should get started. Life still have to get going. I knew that the real stuff will only start on friday. I dunno how I am going to coop with housework, Amanda studies, Amelia ABR home therapy programme.

I flare up at the first hour and I was screaming my head off. Cooling myself down with a prayer and trying to cheer myself up that i can do a better job than my maid and God made me the head not the tail and I am a winner in Christ. I can do all things through Christ whom strengthens me. Sounds so spiritual right. enough of crap lah.

Amelia's Home therapy Journey starts on my birthday

This is posted as a back log. Think this is really something hard to explain and understand for this short and strange term to understand.

Im just a mother whom always pray and hope for a brighter tomorrow. Many times I fear, I fear what holds tomorrow and what is the future so bright for my precious Amelia.

I can even tear in my heart when I go for yoga classes at AMORE. How? How can one day or ever one day Amelia will be able to perform yoga positions that I'm able to and for everyone of us whom always take for granted for anything easy and will be.

I'm going ahead with the ABR therapy and 16 March 2009. First day that Im going to take the workshop with ful of questions and no annswers up in my mind.



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I just pray that God will use me to help Amelia get better and more functional each day.

I may not have the answers to tomorrow but I know HE HAS!

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